I am sure the only way to play Ketchup is by formulating a list. Since the creative side of my brain isn't firing this may be as good as it gets. I know, so inspiring.
1. Friday was my birthday, my 35th birthday to be more exact. Something about a 0 or a 5 at the end of any age just wears me out. My day was gloriously spent cooking, cleaning, shopping for groceries, volunteering, wiping noses, packing for a weekend trip. Basically it was JUST ANOTHER DAY. I did wake up to several birthday emails and wishes. That was fun. Also, my mom brought Panera to my house so we could sit and talk for a while in between all the other chores previously mentioned.
This birthday really had me thinking about my life. Am I where I want to be? Do I feel accomplished? I came up with only one answer. ABSOLUTELY. This is exactly where I have always dreamed of being. I am married to my best friend. We have the privilege of raising the kids that God designed for us. We are surrounded by family...all of our family. I have the most incredible friends anyone could ask for. I am blessed beyond measure. I can't think of one thing to add. I am rich.
2. The major low-light of my BIG DAY was forgetting my son at school for the first time. Right after my mom left, I was elbow deep in dishes and kitchen cleaning. At 2:00, the phone rang. It was the secretary at my nephew's school saying that he was in the office. I assumed she was going to tell me that he was sick and needed someone to pick him up. She informed me that school let out at 1:30 and I needed to get there quickly.
What??!! SCHOOL LET OUT AT 1:30? ALL THE SCHOOLS? WHY???
Frantically, I load the car and head out towards the school. All the while trying to reach the Primary building where Z was. When I reached them to tell him I was on my way, they said he was crying and scared. My heart plummeted lower than I knew possible. I started sobbing. By the time I arrived at school I was doing the UGLY cry. Once I saw Z, we hugged and cried together. My heart had shattered into millions of pieces. How could I have forgotten early dismissal day? The redeeming factor of the whole ordeal was that we also picked up my nephew. Thankfully, he had such a good attitude about the whole thing that it diffused any further heartache. (And a HUGE shout out to Pam for saving me that day!)
3. Every Fall, Skip's family rents a cabin retreat for the weekend. A very long, relaxing weekend filled with food, games, movies, naps, fishing, bonfires, laughter. It was the perfect ending to a day filled with ups and downs. Twenty-two of us filled this 5 bedroom cabin sleeping wherever one could find space. It is the stuff memories are made of.
4. Another not-so-great thing happened on my BIG DAY. After my frantic drive to school my car started to leak. Not just a little leak, but a flood-the-garage-floor kind of leak. Since we were on our way to the cabin we didn't have time to do more than clean up. In truth, we forgot about the leak and the potential problems that might come from it. Monday, I get ready to drive to gymnastics and music class. The car is driving weird. The car started to smoke. The car is in the shop. The car will cost $1200 to fix.
5. OHHH! I won something! I entered several giveaways hosted by Rocks In My Dryer. I won something from a blogger that I "know". I am so excited! I choose The Dangererous Book for Boys. Thanks, Sarah!! You made my day! You all have to check out her blog. Prepare to be encouraged!
6. I read this list of ups and downs and know that I am blessed. I wouldn't change this life for anything. Although I could live without #2 ever happening again. I only need to experience that once!

12 comments:
I am so sorry about your van! Maybe they'll take care of the check engine light while it's in there.
I had a blast at the cabin and wish I could have stayed longer! It rocked!
You are right about birthdays ending in a 5 or a 0, there's just something about them. I'm sorry your birthday wasn't all it should have been. Birthdays should be the one day a year that EVERYTHING should be exactly as you want it to be. Unfortunatley, during this stage of our lives, this proves to be nearly impossible. Kids scream, noses run, busy scheduales keep going, and sometimes we forget things. Please give yourself the Grace to forgive yourself. You deserve it. You are a wonderful mother!!!
Gosh, don't beat yourself up about the school thing. That happens. I am sure the school understood and hopefuly your son did too. I know, it is a horrible feeling though. Hey, its happened to me, so I know!
I, too, am sad that your birthday was "just another day". Mine was like that last year and it was a bummer. I have this idea in my head that my birthday should be all about me! It is only one day of the year, but life goes on anyway, huh? Especially when you are a Mom!
Oh, and can I be the first to borrow the book when you are done?
great list janelle! it is good to catch up on your life! so sorry about the pick up thing. i know that had to be so hard. but you are an amazing woman and mom...35 years strong...and don't you forget it!
Oh I am sooo sorry about the pick up on Friday...I can just imagine how you must have been feeling as you drove frantically.
I thought about you all day on Friday...
Janelle, I just cried with you. I hate that let down feeling on your birthday and then with the pick up thing...I have been there before.
You are a great mom and great moms make mistakes and forget sometimes. That is just part of life. It is the part that keeps us humble.
Oh...wow; my heart totally is going out to you about leaving your kiddo at school! I'm sorry! And I am sorry about your car - ouch.
I liked reading your Ketchup!
Happy Belated Birthday!
Sounds like it was quite a day! :-)
Birthdays are really just for kids, aren't they? What a horrible let down they are when you're an adult. Like Alana, I think my birthday should be all about me & what I want...but the reality is that I usually have work, and still have the mother & wife duties. I have an "0" birthday coming in a few months, and the thought of it wears me out!
I envy you the cabin retreat. That sounds like my kind of weekend!
Hi Janelle,
I hope you don't mind my stopping by. I have seen your name pop up on a lot of blogs I read (mostly Alana, Sarah Markley, and Tara), and wanted to come see your blog.
I'm sorry that you had such a rough birthday. Remember when birthdays used to be such a big deal? I used to be appalled at the thought of working on my birthday, and now it's pretty much just like any other day. When does that happen?
Happy late birthday!!! And I look forward to reading more!
Happy Birthday... LATE! Hope it was a good one!
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